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[11 May 2011|05:21pm] |
So, I was wondering if anyone would be interested in having a small memorial gathering for those we lost in battle and in the war. I know some people are still in St. Mungo's (myself included) but maybe soon? I asked one of the Healers here if there was a room we could all borrow for a bit, and he said there was one on the first floor they use for gatherings. I'm going to try to see if we can rent it out for a few hours.
I know families are preparing actual funerals, but I think it would be nice to us to say a little something ourselves--in memory and honor of those we lost. I have a few things to say in terms of good-byes, and I figure others may too...
Um. What does everyone think? And when would be a good time? I'm thinking soon, perhaps tomorrow or Friday if people are interested and are not too busy.
Also, everyone is invited. Everyone.
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| 040. |
[06 May 2011|08:31pm] |
Hi everyone. I'm surprisingly alive. Thank you for the flowers and the cards. Sorry I couldn't thank you for them at the time but I was busy growing back the skin and muscle on my stomach and legs. Apparently Fenir Greyback looked at me and thought: HMM. CORN ON THE COBB.
Just so everyone knows, the Healers say I'm not a werewolf. They said something about him not biting me during the full moon? I don't even know, they were talking and it was confusing and stuff. All I know is I'd REALLY like a rare steak right now. The bloodier the better.
...Ew, did I just say that out loud?
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| 039. |
[18 Apr 2011|10:07pm] |
[Warded to the DA]
I was wondering if anyone could possibly check on my little brother Louis in Gryffindor. He knows I'm safe somewhere, but I think he's probably having a panic attack still since I've never been away from him for so long. I'd write to him, but he doesn't have a journal.
If someone could do that for me, I'd really appreciate it. Just tell him I'm still okay, and that I'll be coming for him as soon as I can.
Oh, and that he can play with my tarot set. I never usually let him play with it, but it might make him feel better. Ugh, sorry, I don't mean to be burdensome. I know everyone has a lot to worry about and deal with right now...I just wish he was here with me.
How is everyone? It's weird being in the RoR away from everything. I keep reading my journal constantly, trying to have some sort of connection to the rest of the school.
Do you think that we, the...um..."disappeared" should probably stop writing in public? I said something in Brielle Mulciber's entry the other day and now I feel bad.
ETA Oh my Godric, I just realized...those ARSEHOLES probably took my favourite silver locket! It had a picture of Binky inside. I knew I didn't take NEARLY enough with me
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| 038. |
[14 Apr 2011|02:45pm] |
[Warded Private]
It's weird seeing Zach in the halls and not really knowing how I should react to him. I don't know what he remembers anymore. I just...try not to look at him or talk to him, which is easy because he's an arse, but not at the same time because what if...what if things could have worked out if we'd talked about it a little more when we'd both cooled down?
Now we'll never have that chance.
I shouldn't even WANT that chance anyway.
Stupid. So STUPID. I shouldn't even be thinking about this right now, especially with all the bad stuff happening EVERY DAY. We can't even catch a break. Godric, I'm in so much pain...and Louis is about two seconds away from having a major meltdown, and there's only so many times I can tell him it's going to be all right.
Hurry up, Harry. Please.
[Warded to Seamus]
How are you? How's the RoR? Probably better than here.
[Warded to Parvati]
How are you holding up after your first time in the dungeons? Do you need anything? I feel like I should be taking care of you this time.
[Warded to the DA]
Can't we all just go into the RoR? This is getting ridiculous. At this rate, the Carrows are going to kill us since they almost killed Seamus and I don't know how much more we all can take.
I'm accepting donations for a Group Therapy Fund for if the students of Hogwarts survive this war. 1 galleon each.
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| 037. |
[09 Apr 2011|07:16pm] |
[Warded to Parvati]
Um. It's happening tonight. With Zach.
I don't know how I should feel.
[Warded to Ernie, Susan, Hannah, & Neville]
I don't know who is going to be there tonight but can you um. Can you just
Just tell me how it goes?
Thanks.
[Warded to Zach]
What story did you...go with?
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| 036. |
[08 Apr 2011|07:24pm] |
[Warded to the DA]
When is Seamus getting out of the dungeons?
I mean, he's just...he's been gone for so long the longest he's ever been g and I know they gave him Nightmare Draught and now Sarah's down there too...
Does anyone know anything? Like how he is? And what's going to happen to Sarah?
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| 035. |
[04 Apr 2011|07:57pm] |
All they CARE about are THEMSELVES! And their  SEXUAL NEEDS!
AND TRUE LOVE IS A BLOODY MYTH
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| 034. |
[26 Mar 2011|11:48am] |
My eyebrow grew back!
Oh thank you, super disgusting potions of disgustingness! I don't think I've ever been so delighted to see HAIR. Eyebrow, I'm so sorry for TWEEZING you. Bush away, eyebrow. Bush away. Channel Hermione Granger!
Also my mum went out and bought me some hats in all different colors, and I think I'm going to be wearing them to classes until the rest of my hair grows back. I know we're technically not ALLOWED to ACCESSORIZE with our school uniforms, but I'm hoping maybe Professor McGonagall will let me...otherwise I might cry I'll have to invest in a wig and fake hair totally weirds me out.
[Warded to the DA/Resistance]
I think my mum and stepdad almost died when they saw me. And then they didn't want me to go back to school, especially my mum who was like "I'm putting you in a fashion school in France!" Which, I'm not going to lie, was an extremely tempting offer.
Speaking of, how did everyone's Parent-Teacher Conference go? Apparently I'm a supremely bad child in need of a lot of discipline. Oh and all of this that happened to me? It's all the Aurors fault. The Carrows would never hurt me this way.
Ugh.
Also Amycus forgot who my little brother was. I told my parents that's technically a good thing.
My little sister, Briony, and my littlest half-sister Darla? They don't want to go to Hogwarts anymore. Can't imagine why.
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| 033. |
[25 Mar 2011|01:23am] |
[Warded to the DA]
HARRY, HERMIONE, RON, DEAN, LUNA!!!!!
THEY'RE OKAY! THEY'RE ALL OKAY!
OH MY GODRIC!!!!!!!!
I feel like crying.
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| 032. |
[19 Mar 2011|02:12pm] |
[Written with DictaQuillTM:]
Hi everyone! Sorry it's taken me so long to write an entry. I've been sort of, I don't know, reading a lot of magazines and totally not keeping up with my homework at all. WHOOPSIE!
I took a couple of magazine quizzes from Cosmowitch and this is what it says:
"TOTAL FASHIONISTA! -- You know what to wear and when to wear it! You work walking to school or my job as though you're walking the runway. Girl, you are never behind the times and you are always setting fashions as opposed to following them."
"CHIC BOB! -- You're the type of girl who always likes to try new things. You're classic and polished, and your perfect short haircut is equally chic. If your hair is straight, try a blunt bob to add volume; if it's wavy, try a longer style."
"Your shoe personality is PRETTY AND CLASSIC! -- Ooh-la-la! You're a girly girl through and through, so feminine fashion is your thing. You can rock ballet flats with almost anything, and soft, rounded toes keep up with your sweet look. Also, try nude heels to elongate your legs in dresses and skirts, pretty espadrilles during the summer, or heels with delicate details like flowers or lace in the spring."
I love magazine quizzes. They pass the time really well! I feel so disconnected from everyone though. Thanks to all who have visited me so far...especially when I was loopy on pain potions. I don't know why I kept on talking about hotdogs with mustard. I don't really like them all THAT much, really. SO WEIRD.
[Warded to Parvati]
HI! Thanks for the magazines, by the way. You're a total life-saver.
I took this one with Zach in mind:
"YOU SHOULD BE CAUTIOUS! -- You've caught your guy in a few white lies, and while sometimes you get scared that you might not be able to trust him 100 percent, you want to believe he's being honest most of the time — and about the important things (like seeing other people). Keep your guard up for a little bit until you know you can trust him fully. And if you ultimately catch him in more lies, you might want to consider moving on."
It's telling me I shouldn't trust Zach. 'Vati, on his journal entry yesterday he was talking to Demelza Robins and it took him at least 15 comments down to mention me. YES I COUNTED.
And THEN he told her to judge his sexy scars, and THEN he talked about how great it would be if two girls started fighting over him naked, and THEN he said that I probably wouldn't fight another girl naked, and THEN she said I wasn't fun and after that he said I was wicked, which was really really nice, and THEN she made some joke about she's been running around Hogwarts starkers and THEN he said he was SAD HE MISSED IT.
And then I asked him in private wards if he'd still like me if I looked different and he was like, "Wait, how different do you look?" 'Vati, I'm glad the curtain's closed because if he saw the way I looked now he probably wouldn't fancy me anymore BECAUSE HE'S A BIG FAT JERK.
...I should probably stop taking quizzes.
( Warded Private )
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| 031. |
[15 Mar 2011|01:57pm] |
Happy Birthday, Lisa.
[Warded Private]
Tonight is the night.
Please let it just be a bad dream. Please oh please let it just be a nightmare.
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| 030. |
[14 Mar 2011|11:24pm] |
[Warded Private]
I dozed off after dinner and I had this dream. At first I was dreaming about having sex, because Parvati lost her virginity last night and sex has been on my BRAIN ever since but this totally didn't stay about sex. It was about tomorrow, the Ides of March. The 15th of March. Tuesday.
I haven't been able to really forget that day 'Vati and Ernie found me in the loo. It was so scary waking up in the hospital wing, not really even knowing how I got there...and looking back at that entry I wrote, not even remembering that I wrote it. I've been trying to really put it out of my mind because it severely FREAKS ME OUT but I keep having dreams, and tonight was the most lucid I've ever had.
Zach was on the floor in a pool of blood. Zach. My Zach. Ian was curled up in a ball moaning and covering his face. Someone lost their bones -- I couldn't tell who, all I could see was just a blob of SKIN on the ground and it was so horrifying it made me wretch. Someone, a girl, was bleeding terribly. She was drenched with blood. There was fire everywhere in the Great Hall, so much fire it lapped and prickled at my skin and I woke up in a cold sweat as it slowly started to catch onto me. I couldn't stop it. It was everywhere, and all I could see was my brother Louis screaming at me to move and get out, but I didn't move. I couldn't move.
This isn't just a bad dream. It keeps happening, and the bits and pieces I've been dreaming about all came together in this dream, and if this is true, I don't even---
[Warded to the DA/Resistance]
Don't go to dinner tomorrow. Just don't.
[Warded to Zacharias]
Please.
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[12 Mar 2011|12:36am] |
someone tell my little brother louis to pack his things
i want to be like anthony i want to go home
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| 027. |
[08 Mar 2011|03:50pm] |
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I HATE RATS! I hate them, I HATE THEM, I HATE THEM!
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[06 Mar 2011|01:57pm] |
[Warded to Zacharias]
Hey.
People were pretty bad last night
Neville, Seamus, Rhona, and Ginny got branded
Are you all right?
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[02 Mar 2011|08:48pm] |
[Warded to Parvati]
PARVATI! OH MY GOOD GODRIC I AM DYING HERE I'M ABOUT TO EXPLODE!! I have been waiting to tell you this ALL DAY LONG, but we've both been so BUSY and now we're NOT so now I can TELL YOU even though I'm in the LIBRARY TRYING TO STUDY!
ZACHYPOO AND I ARE DATING!!!!
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[01 Mar 2011|10:47pm] |
Stop whispering about it. I don't even know who Julius Caesar is, okay? All I know is that he makes really good salad.
And I wasn't faking for ATTENTION, Parkinson.
And just because it's my ex RON'S BIRTHDAY doesn't mean I was trying t--
OH JUST FORGET IT.
[Warded to the DA]
Look, I don't know what happened. One minute I was walking into the loo to check my make-up, and the next I was in the hospital wing with Parvati and Zach.
I'm sorry if I frightened anyone.
[Warded Private]
Oh my Godric. I'm so bloody scared. What WAS that?!
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| 023. - March 1st. |
[01 Mar 2011|11:42am] |
 b eWA Re  th E IdES
 oF  MAr  CH
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